Awed and humbled

With less than a week to go till TT begins there is a lot of stuff going on.  I very wisely opted to drop half my hair.  My hair is way too thick to be long and getting wet twice a day.  I wanted to give it a chance to dry ;)  I've been trying out the new hair in and out of class... and let me tell you I'm going to need a lot less hair product!  LMHO.

The truth is I have been feeling a lot of fear lately.  At first I thought.. well, I don't know what I thought.  That isn't true.  I thought it was the ego thing... fear of failure. I thought I was not physically prepared for this torture.  However, it turns out (as these things are wont to do) that my fears were more about not being worthy.  I did not chose this journey as much as it chose me. I guess I over-think things too much huh?

I know, I know, shut up and pack woman!